RANTING

My time is so consumed of what matters to me. The list will be too long if I were to start writing them down.

For one thing I am so bothered right now and this is because of who I have become. It's difficult for me just to turn my head and look the other way. I have brothers and sisters and mother.

A ripple of how we are brought up comes to who we became. I am a mother now and have been a good samaritan to my mom, brothers and sisters. extensively helping them financially.

I am not responsible for my brother's well being since he has wife and kids and his kids having kids. But like I said, I am not responsible but he and his wife and their kids with the grandchildren, all living in my house. 

I bought that house so mother can have shelter instead of living in a box.